My life as a working mom

My blog has moved...

2010-09-28T17:09:00.001-04:00

Due the changed blogger settings, you can now find me here:

http://smithseverydayjoy.blogspot.com/

Hopefully, I will get some time to update everything and start posting again!

I hate doing certified payroll...

2010-08-16T14:56:00.002-04:00

My sister threatened to disown me if I did not join her blog hop. Ok, that is only partly true. She didn't threaten to disown me, but she did threaten!

So the topic for this little discussion is household or other chore that we really despise doing. My sister posted about how she hates doing dishes. And while I completely understand this one, and somewhat agree, as someone who longs to be able to cook more for my family, having dishes to wash at the end of the meal, for me that means I have succeeded in providing a well-balanced, home cooked meal. I'm lucky to be able to cook once a week, so it may sound strange, but I look forward to a sink full of dishes. But only if I'm the one that put them there! Ha!

So the chore that I chose for my least favorite is not one at home, although I'm sure I could come up with some. My chore is one that I do often at work, certified payroll. The reason I hate it so much is the accounting program I use does not record info the same way the government wants to see it. Go figure, the government wants it how they want it! Every week I end up typing and retyping payroll! And the data I put into the form cannot be saved, so each week I'm typing some of the same info all over again!

Okay, I will quit complaining. I should be happy that I have to do certified payroll, because this means we have ongoing projects. Doesn't mean I have to like it, but I will attempt a more positive attitude. Or I could just teach my assistant how to do it! Hahahaha!

A few pics from our summer!

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A few pictures from our July 4th/Lily's birthday weekend!

Brooke, Lily, Cooper, and Hudson preparing for their first indoor skydiving adventure!

Cousins playing cards!

4th of July! We had a great night, best fireworks we've seen in a long time! We went on base this year, none of us had ever done that before. The fireworks were great, free games for the kids, tons of food vendors, free concerts and more! We had a blast!

Blog Vacation

2010-08-10T10:44:00.003-04:00

I am way behind in blogging! I kind of lost my motivation, I even ignored Facebook and Twitter for awhile. With school about to start, I've really been trying to get reorganized for the new year. So here's to more blog posting!

Goals Revisited

2010-04-15T15:33:00.003-04:00

Well I have been stumbling with what to write about lately, obviously since I haven't posted in a while. I was looking back through this years posts, and saw my New Years goal list, you can read the whole post here. I decided it is time for me to revisit and update you all on how I am doing, kind of like a quarterly update! This may help keep me on track if I leave it out there for the world to see!

(My updates are in green)

1. Get out of debt, both personal and business. We're half way there!

2. Grow my hair long, or cut it shorter. It's getting longer!
3. Begin, and stick to, a workout routine. Well, I started yoga and power walking a few weeks ago, but then I got the stomach bug for a week, so now I need to get back into this routine!
4. Lose 5-10lbs. Struggling with this one. I've completely changed how I eat and really limiting calories, but those weekend outings always get me!
5. Go on a family vacation, if #1 is completed. See #1.
6. Quit smoking. Not yet.
7. Go to church on a regular basis. Not yet.
8. Read one book a month. I'm halfway through 2 books right now, which I've been reading since Feb. I'm a little behind.
9. Finish the quilt I started over 5 yrs ago. Definitely not even close.
10. Work harder at seeing the good in every situation. I've been doing much better with this lately! As Hudson is getting older, he is really testing our limits lately. I'm trying to "pick my battles", as my Mom would always say.
11. Practice patience and gentleness with the kids, and spend more time with them. Working on this one daily!
12. Cook more than one meal a week. I'm lucky if I have time for one meal :(
13. Make more drastic changes to my diet and nutrition. I've made drastic changes, just need to reel in those weekend treats!
14. Reorganize my closet. I was just working on this the other night.
15. Take Dozer for a long walk at least once a week. Failed on this one, not even close! Well, there it is. And as I'm rereading what I've just written and admitted to, I'm not sure how I feel. In some areas, I feel like a failure. In others, I know I am doing my best. If nothing else, I can be proud while knowing I still have work to do!

Blog Along- Baker

2010-04-02T10:29:00.003-04:00

Ooo baking! It's been a while since I've baked anything, but I do have a list of things that make baking easier!

5 things that make my life easier as a baker:

1. Kitchen Aid mixer- My grandma gave me her mixer a few years before she passed away, and it is something I treasure! Not only for the ease of mixing, but because I know how much she used it and loved it, all the wonderful treats she made using the mixer!

2. The Internet- Whenever I want new recipes ideas, there are tons of great websites all about baking!

3. Stackable cooling racks- I love these! They are especially great around the holidays when I make more cookies. If I'm running out of counter space, I just stack these puppies on top of each other!

4. The microwave- Since I normally don't have loads of time to just bake the day away, I never get a chance to let my butter soften to room temperature. So the microwave always comes in handy for that!

5. My apron- My mom got me an apron a few years ago and embroidered my name on it! So cute! And I tend to be a bit messy in the kitchen, I move a tad too fast and end up spilling things, so the apron has saved many an outfit!

Be sure to check out the other participants of this Blog Along:

Amanda
Meagan

Blog Along- Traveller

2010-03-26T10:29:00.005-04:00

I feel like it's been a while since I traveled, but now that the weather is warming up, I'm sure Randy and I will be making more getaways on our weekends alone. I also have a trip to Canada planned in a few months!

5 things that make my life easier as a Traveller:

1. A large handbag- Whether it's for plane rides or in the car, having a large bag I can just chuck everything into is wonderful! I always have a bag large enough for my notebook, essentials, a water bottle, phone, sweater, magazines, snacks, etc.

2. My slippers- No matter where I go or how long I'll be staying, I always have my slippers packed! It's just one thing that helps to bring comfort in new place.

3. Eye mask- I always pack this, and it helps tremendously! Every new place is always so different, the sounds, the lights, the bed, so having complete darkness helps me to relax enough to fall asleep.

4. Snacks- I mentioned this above as something that is always in my bag, but with having 2 kids, when we travel, I always have plenty of snacks. Even if we try to stick to a routine of eating times, every place is different, everyone gets into a somewhat different routine. Even if I am travelling alone, I always have snacks. Often times when I'm flying, I don't get hungry enough for a meal, so snacks are a must!

5. Mix and match clothes- I won't say that I limit myself when I'm packing, but I always try to make sure I have different options for each item of clothing. A few tops for one sweater, accessories that will go with more than one outfit, etc.

6. Straws- I couldn't limit myself to 5 things this week. A friend just told me what she does when she travels, and I am so excited to try! She loops her necklaces through straws, and clasps them. That way they don't get tangled, they all lay flat and can fit into any case/carrier. What a great idea! I am so excited to try it out!

A few randoms...

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What's not to love about spring?! Above are my new sandals, all from Target! The ones on the left were only $5! I love a good deal!

The daffodils from my yard! And the hydrangeas are just starting to bloom! Can't wait to have those in a vase!

A new adventure in nail polish, a gray color. My husband says it looks like shiny, wet concrete! Only a man that does construction for a living would think that! So funny!

While I am hard at work, this is what Dozer does. In between barking every time someone walks in the door!

I found a purse! For all those that helped with suggestions in this post, I have found the perfect purse for me! Well, actually my mom found it! At a Coach outlet store! I called her my personal shopper for the day! Too fun!

5 Things Blog Along- Mom

2010-03-19T11:32:00.006-04:00

So this week, the topic is 5 things that make my life easier as a mom. And as I'm writing this, Hudson is at the neurologist with Randy, getting checked out for his ever-constant headaches. I'm praying it's just allergies and that maybe he needs a stronger allergy medication. Or maybe it's just the humidity of the south. But he has been getting really bad headaches for years, and at such a young age, that is a hard thing for the lil guy to handle. Why, as a mother, do we always think it's the worst? I'm trying so hard to pray and be positive, but there's always that 'what if' thought. I will be sure to update once we find out more. So needless to say, I'm a bit of a worry wart this morning. This post comes at a nice time, taking time out each week to remember the things I am thankful for, things that make life easier, has come as quite a blessing to me.

5 Things that make my life easier as a mom:

1. My husband- On the top of my list, he is the most supportive and caring man. Such a great father. As my work load has increased, his has decreased. So with me spending enormous amounts of time at work, he has been able to pick up the slack at home. Whether it's grocery shopping, homework with the kids, putting laundry away, doing dishes, or scrubbing toilets, he has truly made this crazy schedule of mine much more bearable!

2. My Excursion- Having such a big truck comes in handy almost everyday! If the kids are fighting or are tired and need to spread out a bit, they each can have a whole bench to themselves! Let alone all the space for groceries!

3. A book- I can't even remember the title and as I'm sitting here amongst my worry, I will just tell you about it. It's about being a stepmom, being a Christian, being a working mom, etc. It talks about being a parent to your stepchildren, how to raise them without over stepping the bounds of not actually being a mom, how to love them and care for them as if they are my own. And all at the same time, not letting myself get lost in this craziness!

4. Warm weather- I won't lie and say I don't love the warm weather for myself, but it truly makes the kids happier when they can be outside, running around with their friends! And what mom doesn't love a happy child!?

5. My notebook/planner- This has saved us many times, between school lunches, field trips, parties, weekend plans, etc. Having everything in one place definitely makes life easier, and helps me not to forget important things!

Top 2 Tuesday

2010-03-16T19:14:00.010-04:00

I decided to try something new, while browsing through a few pages, I found this one, The Undomestic Momma, who does Top 2 Tuesdays. Today's is Top 2 Celebrity styles. Below are my top 2:

1. Jennifer Aniston- Whether she is at the airport or at a movie premier, she always looks great!

2. Tori Spelling- Being a mom, I appreciate all aspects of her style, the glam side and the casual side! Love her!

Look how far we've come....

2010-03-15T13:49:00.003-04:00

Just wanted to take a moment to celebrate that we have been in business 5 years today!!! We still have far to go, but for now, I am celebrating that we have made it this far!

5 Things Blog Along- Wife

2010-03-15T08:29:00.004-04:00

I am a bit late in posting this, I wasn't feeling good last week, so now I have to catch up. With all the things that make life difficult, it's nice to think about the things that make my life easier.

5 Things that make my life easier as a wife:

1. Every Other Weekend- The kids go to their mom's house every other weekend, and on those weekends, Randy and I get a chance to reconnect. We are so busy with our business and every day lives, that sometimes we feel as though we don't see each other until those weekends. And we always make the most of it, dinners out, shopping, sleeping in, watching movies, making breakfast together, walking on the beach, etc. Those weekends are times that we look forward to and cherish every minute of!

2. White stockings- And by this I mean, white thigh highs. This is a little out of the ordinary for me to discuss, but stockings in the bedroom are not only fun and sexy, but I don't have to worry about whether or not my legs need to be shaved or if I have enough lotion on my legs so they don't feel dry and scaly from the winter weather! And I say white because those are Randy's favorite. Try them! Not having to worry about smooth legs definitely makes life easier!

3. Our Business- While the business itself may not make our lives easier, I am grateful for the opportunity to work with my husband. Not all couples can do this, and it definitely takes hard work, but I love that I can see my husband everyday! I love that we get to have lunch together sometimes too, even if we are just sitting at our desks!

4. Cell phones- Without these, I would hardly talk to my husband some days. When I'm working late and he's home, or vice versa, cell phones are what keeps us connected on those long days we aren't together!

5. Water- Living so close to the beach, the ocean has always had such a special meaning for us. Whenever we can't decide what to do, Randy and I like to go for a walk on the pier or on the beach. Just looking at the water is so relaxing and calming, something we both could use more of! Some of our favorite memories are the times we've spent walking near or just looking at the water.

Only a girl could have this dilemna!

2010-03-11T10:07:00.007-05:00

So a few weeks, I found this great bag, or so I thought! And while I do love it, it just doesn't fit my needs. I need something bigger, I love a big tote bag! This purse has so many compartments and pockets, it's wonderful! But just not big enough.

Above is the bag I bought, the Nine West Jenna Shopper, in the color below, called geranium.

Unfortunately, I will have to part with this beautiful spring colored bag and gift it to someone that could use it! But now I am on a quest, a mission! To find a big, stylish tote, no dark colors, preferably white or at least a bright spring/summer color. I rarely buy a new purse, and I will carry the one I find for at least 5 or 6 months before I'm ready for a new one. So I ask that you partake in my mission. Help me find the purse of my dreams! Leave the link of a purse you think I might like, or a link to where you find great deals on great handbags! I'm excited and can't wait to see what you pick out for me!

Join Us!

2010-03-11T10:01:00.001-05:00

My sister, Amanda, has come up with a great idea! She is hosting a blog along, and I am joining her! You can join here!

Verse of the Day

2010-03-02T20:26:00.004-05:00

This verse stood out to me today.

Proverbs 21:3 "To do what is right and just is more acceptable to the Lord than sacrifice."

How often we complain about all the sacrifices we make for other people and things, but this verse clearly says that God would rather us do right, than sacrifice. And of course, He would much rather it be done out of love with a joyful heart then merely because we have to, because it's a chore or on the day's to do list.

In the mood for spring!

2010-02-26T14:41:00.004-05:00

The pink shoes and flower shirt are just the right combo! Although I will be honest, I hardly ever wear a printed top, but this just made me think spring as soon as I saw it!

Thankfulness

2010-02-25T18:05:00.005-05:00

So in the midst of all the craziness of life, I try to remember the things I am thankful for. Whether big or small, the things that bring me joy always help to soothe the worries.

10 things I am thankful for:

1. My thoughtful, loving husband

2. My fun, sweet children

3. My great assistant and constant helper at work

4. Starbucks, my favorite being a skinny white mocha with ground cinnamon

5. My large wardrobe, even though I always feel like I have nothing to wear!

6. The space heater under my desk that always keeps my feet warm

7. My dog, who never ceases to be excited to see me

8. My blackberry phone

9. Skype

10. High heels, even though they hurt my feet, they always make me powerful and in charge

What are you thankful for? Remember, that no matter what you are going through, try to think of at least 5 things in your everyday life that bring a smile to you!

Deep in thought

2010-02-24T09:32:00.004-05:00

For some reason, I have been in deep thought lately. Possibly all this is due to lack of sleep and a never ending to do list. Or it could be because I'm need in something and my heart is crying out for more. Whatever the reason may be, my thoughts are overwhelming and my heart is heavy.

As I played the tooth fairy last night to a sleeping little girl, my heart soared at some of the fun things I get to do as a mom. But when I pulled out the note Lily had written to the tooth fairy, my heart fell again. Lily thanked the tooth fairy for leaving money and taking her tooth. She then requested some fairy dust and a signature from the tooth fairy, neither of which she got. Fairy dust is not something I normally have on hand! And for the signature, well she stirred when I went in there to take her tooth and leave money. As she is normally a heavy sleeper, this worried me a bit, I couldn't risk going back in there and getting caught! Back to the note, after her requests, Lily went on to tell the tooth fairy about her poor grades in spelling. So cute! She is improving though, got A's on the last two tests! Lily concluded her note with a message that ripped me apart, I'm tearing up even as I write this. Lily told the tooth fairy how much she loves her mom, and how she misses her now more than ever. Mind you, I completely understand the bond a mother has with her child and a child with her mother, but what hurts me is that the kids never see me in that light, they never see me as their source for unconditional love. I suppose I should take their hugs and kisses, their smiles and thank yous, as an encouragement, as their love for me. But after years of being their mom, it tears me apart to still not be considered in their lives the way their mother is.

I apologize if this post seems as though I'm whining, or wanting credit for something. And maybe the latter is so, maybe I do want credit from them. I will be honest and say that someday I pray they will come to me as adults, maybe after having their own kids, and say that they noticed how much I loved and took care of them, gave them every bit of me that I could, and even losing myself in the process. Will they see that even when their own mother wasn't caring for them, that I was there? That I love them just as much as she does, and have put more time raising them than she has? I guess I don't really want credit, I just want a nod, a notice, an honorable mention of sorts.

I would never come between what the kids have with their mother, which has improved in the last year. And I know our house isn't normally as fun as when they go over there every other weekend. But of course ours wouldn't be, we have rules, homework, showers, bedtimes, etc. But part of me fears that in a few years, when their mother forces them to choose, it is guaranteed that she will, they won't choose us, they won't choose me. They will choose her. And if they do, I will be right there, the second they need me. I just hope they understand that while we may not be the most fun, we give unconditional love and we are there for them 100%!

As discouraged as I'm feeling right now, I will keep doing my best. Because if they do choose her in a few years, at least I have until then to teach them, to love them, to be there for them, everyday. Although I will say, I can't even comprehend what it would be like to only have the kids with us every other weekend. Again, I'm tearing up just even writing that thought; I can't even go there.

To Hudson and Lily, as I'm sure one day you will find this blog and read all that I've written, I want you to know that you are my pride and joy. I love you both more than you will ever know. I pray for you everyday. I miss you everyday that I have to work late or that you are spending time elsewhere. You are two wonderful human beings, and I am blessed that we have become a family. I love you both so very much.

Snowy days in NC

2010-02-18T19:16:00.006-05:00

This past weekend we had about 8 inches of snow fall! And it lasted all weekend! Normally when we get snow, if at all, it is gone within a few hours. Needless to say, the kids had a blast! And because we have the best yard in the neighborhood, we have a hill right outside the front door, all the other neighborhood kids had a blast too! I had a yard full of kids, and a house full when it was time to come inside for hot cocoa and warming up!

A few more from spirit week

2010-02-16T19:25:00.005-05:00

The last day of spirit week at school, the kids were to dress up as what they want to be when they grow up. Whether out of indecisiveness or pure life's desire, Hudson chose to be Randy and Lily chose to be me. I'm not sure I want to know the true answer to that question; for now, I choose to think they like us enough to want to be like us when they are older!

While I'm not sure these pictures can get any funnier, the conversations these two had that morning before we left for school had me smiling all day long! You should have heard them! They walked around the house, arm in arm, Hudson (Randy) saying to Lily (me), "Hey baby, want to go on a date?" Lily answering, "Sure baby, only if we go somewhere nice!" Hudson's reply, "Okay baby, but we've got to get some work done first." Lily, "Alright baby, see you at the office!" Haha! Have they heard us talk about date nights and work?!

Who's got spirit?

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Hudson and Lily do!

Today's Outfit, sort of.

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Ok, so I'm not really wearing this outfit, but I have been dreaming and window shopping. This outfit seems perfect for a cold, windy day like today! I got inspired by my sister, Amanda, to create a post about an outift that I like. All of my picks are from Piperlime, a little out of my price range, but a girl can dream!

Change is a-coming!

2010-02-01T19:43:00.004-05:00

Well, tomorrow is another big day for me. And like I said, change is coming. A situation has been placed on my shoulders, and for the betterment of all involved, I have to make a significant change within my close circle. I cannot say exactly the situation, or those involved, but as I sit here and write this, all I hear in my head, yes I hear voices, are the lines from one of my favorite movies. Take it to the mattresses! It's not personal, it's business. Leave the gun, take the cannoli. Okay, that last one doesn't really make sense to me, but it's one I always remember. So if you read this before tomorrow morning, please pray that the situation will be handled smoothly. I know it won't go over well, but I can't avoid it any longer. And with this decision, ultimately, comes more work for me, longer hours, if that's possible, and taking things back to a smaller level. And I know that in the long run, the decision that has been made will benefit our company.

So as I sit here tonight, pondering and praying over the changes to come, I will leave you with one last quote; I hear nothing, not a sound on the city streets, just the beat of my own heart.

**Name that movie!**

Happy Birthday Hudson!

2010-01-20T10:41:00.004-05:00

Hudson,

I cannot believe you are 11 years old today. You are becoming a young man! I have loved watching you grow up and look forward to the years to come. You may struggle at times, the next few years are not going to be easy as you grow and figure out who you are. But I want you to know how much I love you, how much your Daddy and I both love you. We are with you always, will support you and love you, no matter what decisions you make and no matter what else is going on in our lives. You and your sister are, and always have been, our #1 priority.

I pray that one day, when you are old enough, I will show you this blog, I will let you see a little bit more about me that you may be too young to understand just yet. But when that day comes, I hope you will understand that I love you and that everything your Daddy and I do is because we love you, and we want you to become the best man you can be.

You have such a wonderful heart, Hudson! You are so strong and smart! You can make up raps like no one else, and you are such a great dancer. I know you don't think so, but you get that from your Daddy. And your future wife will love that about you! You make me laugh and smile all the time. You are kind and gentle, and very thoughtful, such a sweet boy you are!

I hope you are having a blessed day at school, and I can't wait to see your smiling face this afternoon. I love you buddy! Happy Birthday!

Love,
Julie

Fun Friday

2010-01-08T09:24:00.003-05:00

I have decided that Fridays here are now going to be Fun Fridays. I will post about only fun things, no whining, no sadness, no drama. Fun facts about me, random fun things, basically anything that I think is fun! Ha!

So today's Fun post is about my Top Ten websites, ones that I visit almost daily.

Top Ten:
1. Jacksonville Daily News, our local newspaper- www.jdnews.com
2. Radar Online, for all my celebrity gossip- www.radaronline.com
3. The Pioneer Woman, just check this one out, love it!- www.thepioneerwoman.com
4. Facebook- www.facebook.com
5. ModernMom, love this website, clothes, health, fitness, family- www.modernmom.com
6. Google- www.google.com
7. The Bible- www.biblos.com
8. Ann Taylor Loft- www.anntaylorloft.com
9. FedBizzOpps, a helpful tool for contractors- www.fbo.gov
10. TastyKitchen, a branch of The Pioneer Woman, but only recipes submitted by anyone- www.tastykitchen.com

Hope you enjoy and maybe even find a new website that you might like! Happy Friday!

2010 Goals

2010-01-06T09:25:00.005-05:00

I do not like to make New Years resolutions. Each year Randy and I create a list of our goals for the year. I've decided to blog about them, because I can't find our list from last year. And this time next year, I think it would be great to come back and review the year, see where I've succeeded and where I've failed. Sometimes my goals for a year are more like bucket list items, things I want to do in the next few years, some are more like prayer requests. Whatever the goal may be, they are mine, whether for now or in a few years.

1. Get out of debt, both personal and business.
2. Grow my hair long, or cut it shorter.
3. Begin, and stick to, a workout routine.
4. Lose 5-10lbs.
5. Go on a family vacation, if #1 is completed.
6. Quit smoking.
7. Go to church on a regular basis.
8. Read one book a month.
9. Finish the quilt I started over 5 yrs ago.
10. Work harder at seeing the good in every situation.
11. Practice patience and gentleness with the kids, and spend more time with them.
12. Cook more than one meal a week.
13. Make more drastic changes to my diet and nutrition.
14. Reorganize my closet.
15. Take Dozer for a long walk at least once a week.

Can't wait till next year to see how I do! I'm sure I'll be posting more about each thing on my list!

I...

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I am: a Wife, Stepmother, Daughter, Sister, Friend, Workaholic, Cook

I think: I put too much pressure on myself, and then end up miserable when I fail.

I know: that everything happens for a reason. The song "God Bless the Broken Road", fits my life perfectly!

I have: a lot of clothes, but don't always know how to put outfits together.

I wish: and pray that the next two weeks lead us in a direction to building a better future, for our family and our company.

I hate: that I have to work so much and miss out on a lot of Hudson and Lily's lives.

I miss: working out.

I fear: that Hudson and Lily will never realize how much I love them.

I hear: the air purifier and phones ringing.

I smell: coffee! Yum!

I crave: homemade herb bread from my Mom! Hint hint!

I wonder: what the kids will be like when they are older.

I regret: that I ever started smoking.

I love: my husband, children and our crazy maltese, Dozer.

I ache: in my neck and shoulders because I sit at the computer all day.

I am not: losing weight, even though I have drastically changed my diet.

I try: to see the blessing in every situation.

I believe: in God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.

I dance: with my husband in the car.

I sing: quietly, unless I'm alone, then I belt it out!

I cry: when I'm really mad.

I fight: to raise my kids with respect and honesty.

I lose: patience more often than I would like to admit.

I never: skip breakfast. It's my favorite meal of the day!

I always: drink coffee in the morning, I wouldn't survive without it!

I confuse: want with need.

I listen: to the kids laughter, and it warms my heart.

I can usually be found: at work.

I need: to spend more time with my family.

I am happy: when my family is together.

I imagine: what our life will be like in 5 years, maybe our own house, a truck that runs, teenagers (yikes!), and maybe less work!

Happy New Year!

2010-01-04T09:35:00.003-05:00

Happy New Year! We had a great time with family and friends, while ringing in the New Year! Can you believe it is the start of another decade?! Time seems to go so quickly with each passing year!

Christmas Pics!

2009-12-30T16:56:00.005-05:00

Enjoying some family time on Christmas Eve!

It's hard to see below, but the kids are snuggled together, playing games together on their Nintendo*DS's. This does not happen often!!!!

Christmas morning, Lily with her new i*Pod and her sweet new sunglasses!

Hudson's new Razor*riprider thing, wearing some new clothes!

Lily in her new Christmas clothes!

The Season of Joy!

2009-12-04T16:50:00.002-05:00

Christmastime is such a wonderful time of year! And quite possibly my favorite time of year! It gives me extra reasons to do special things for people, to show a little more love and joy. I often wonder, why is it that we only go out of our way more at Christmas? Why don't we spend extra time making cookies with our kids throughout the year? Taking a meal to a family in need? Or simply just letting someone cut you in line because they seem tired or in a hurry? Why can't our hearts be more like this all year long? More like the heart of Jesus. Just some things to ponder and pray about.

As the new year approaches, Randy and I always make our list of goals. We don't like to use the word resolutions, as most people make resolutions and never follow through. I am praying hard and trying to trust in the Lord as some very big things are happening within our company right now. We have a meeting next week that could ultimately determine our future. While this worries me more than anything before, I find peace in knowing that finally we will know where we are headed. I am sure many more sleepless and stressful nights lie in our future, but I am gaining a peaceful and patient heart at the very same time.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

Learning as I go!

2009-12-04T14:28:00.004-05:00

Well, I tried to upload a new background/layout to my blog, and seem to have lost everything! I was trying to encourage myself to update my blog more often, and now I'm simply frustrated! So I am in the process of updating and redoing this blog! It needs a makeover!

Stuck

2009-10-28T11:35:00.002-04:00

Do you ever get the feeling that you are stuck? That the life you lead is destined to be the same forever. I've been feeling that way lately. Things keep happening that lead me to believe life will always be this way. That I will always work too many hours, that our business will never truly succeed, that my kids will never see me as a mother, that my house will always be a mess, that my marriage will never grow. I feel like I'm complaining as I write this, but I know that I'm not the only one who has ever felt this way. I guess it's just been one of those days too many days in a row.

I know God has a plan for us. But right now, I have no idea what that plan may be. There is a lot of pressure and stress sitting on my shoulders right now, and I feel as though it has gotten the best of me, and the worst.

I am very excited to announce though, that my husband is doing great at helping around the house a little more. He makes lunches, does the dishes, heats up leftovers for the kids, and keeps things picked up around the house. All this so that by the time I finally get home from work, all I have to do is make coffee for the next morning!

I'll be sure to post more as time goes on, to keep who ever reads this updated. Does anyone read this? Ha ha!

Time for an update!

2009-10-06T10:51:00.004-04:00

My best friend, since 2nd grade, came down to NC with her family!

Lily's first plane ride, we flew to MI!

Randy and I in Atlantic Beach for our anniversary

After much thought and heartfelt discussion, Randy and I have decided to take a break from motocross. Many things led us to this decision, mainly the safety of our children. Although Hudson and Randy are both a bit heartbroken, we are all enjoying a slower paced lifestyle. We've even taken up golfing! The kids have had a few lessons already, I have my first lesson this afternoon! Yikes! I'll be sure to updated about that!

Work has been going well, lots of ongoing jobs, a few new ones. However, the base is just starting their new fiscal year, which means no new projects to bid on. This creates some worry for the winter months, but we hear things should pick up in the next month or so.

The kids are doing well in school; we just went to their fall festival last Friday. Lots of food, candy, blow-up activities, and of course, tons of youngsters running around!

While I write about everyone else, I'm trying to think of anything new and exciting that has been going on with me personally. Well, let's see... I've gotten some new clothes, from my favorite Ann*Taylor of course! I've starting working out every morning or so, at 5am! It sure does come so early every morning, but I have found I truly enjoy having a peaceful house so early, and doing a little something for myself. I have also been on a quest to quit smoking, since July. I still have one or two a week, but nothing like I used to. But other than the normal work and home routine, not much has changed!

Hudson's Birthday

2009-02-24T10:49:00.005-05:00

For Hudson's birthday, we went to Mac Daddy's in Cape Carteret. They have a driving range, putter golf, go karts, an indoor arcade, and bowling. Being winter time, only the driving range, arcade and bowling were open. So we tried all three!

Happy Birthday Hudson! Still can't believe you are 10 years old already!

Opening presents! And thank you, Nini and Pops!

Almost ready for the pros!

Isn't he handsome?!

Lily girl, taking a swing!

Hudson is a pretty good bowler, even though he did get to use the bumpers! That was until he tried the "granny shot"!

And Lily, well, she put those bumpers to good use!

A snow day in NC!

2009-02-24T10:40:00.005-05:00

Yes, you heard that right! In January, we had two snow days! And lucky Hudson, he ended getting a five day birthday weekend out of it! I am a bit behind in posting, but what else is new?!

My neighbor's boys, Artie and Jack. Jack was hilarious crawling around in the snow!

Lily trying out our make-shift sleds, boogie boards! Hudson, about to pound me with a snowball!

What a good brother, pushing Lily down the hill in our front yard!

Lily, giving it a run on her own! Oh, and in case you were wondering, I tried out the "sleds" first. I had to make sure they would work!

2009-01-15T12:26:00.004-05:00

The motorcross awards banquet for District 29, which is all of NC and some of SC, December 13, 2008.

We all got a little bored while the speaker dragged on and on and on and on and ........

Wake up Randy, you're missing the excitement! Oh wait, we are all missing the excitement!

Okay, let's get serious!

Yay Hudson! First place in the 65 7-9yr olds and 65 7-11 olds. That means he got all this stuff twice! We are so proud of you, Hudson! Great job!

"What? Two trophies taller than my brother? Can I have one?"

"Not yet, Lily. Maybe next year!" Just kidding, this was during the oh-so-exciting speaker!

2009-01-15T12:19:00.002-05:00

Here are a few pictures from a field trip with Lily's class, to Mike's Farm. Of course, it was over a month ago, but hey, I've been busy!

Lily and Cowboy Earl, and yes that really is his name! He even has a radio show!

Lily in the back with her friend Nia, kind of doing the dance to some crazy honky-tonk song!

And again, Lily and her friend, or as they say, her BFF, in the back behind some classmates. Little trouble-makers!

A quiet Thanksgiving

2008-12-03T09:23:00.005-05:00

Hudson and Lily spent Thanksgiving with their mother, so Randy and I had a quiet day, I cooked and Randy watched. Hahaha! He's a good re-heater, but as far as cooking, I'd rather do it alone! So all in all, we had a nice peaceful day, with just enough food for the two of us! I forgot to take a picture of my homemade cheesecakes! It was scrumptious! And we still have one left!

Say hello to Tom, or goodbye really. He was delicious! I'll be honest, while I have roasted plenty of whole chickens, I knew Tom here would be completely different. But after watching the Food Network the weekend before, I found what makes the turkey keep its moisture and flavor! It's called brining. And if you ever cook a turkey, please take the time to brine the silly bird! You won't be sorry!

Here's our spread! Just enough for the two of us! And it was quite tasty! The only pre-made thing we ate were the brown-and-serve dinner rolls. Some herb bread would've been nice, but I have no clue (Mom!) how to make that stuff! Anyways, I had a great time trying new recipes and enjoying myself in the kitchen. I even made the stuffing from scratch! So, our menu was: turkey, corn, rolls, butternut squash, stuffing, and cream potatoes (for you northerners, cream potatoes are really just mashed potatoes with cream, butter, cheese, and I throw in a secret ingredient along with some herbs). And of course the cheesecake for dessert!

School Parties

2008-12-03T09:11:00.006-05:00

The day before Thanksgiving Hudson and Lily's classes each had parties. Lily's class had a feast of all different foods, even sushi, yummo! And Hudson's class had a pie bash. Hudson ate six different pieces of pie! Yikes! But we all had a fun time!

Lily decided to tell me the morning of the party that she needed a pilgrim costume! Oh the joys of motherhood! I knew I at least had to make a hat! Couldn't let her be the only one without! So what did I do, you wonder? Grabbed some elmer's glue, some construction paper, and yarn, and headed to work to look up directions on how to make a pilgrim hat! Well, I suppose it turned out all right, you tell me! And in case you were wondering, not many kids dressed up, and Lily was the only one with a hat!

After five minutes of coaxing, she finally made a half-way serious face!

Lily and one of her girlfriends.

Hudson and his boys trying to wait patiently for their pie!

Clearly this was after the pie! Can you say sugar buzz?!

Our field trip to the goat ranch and apiary

2008-11-08T14:37:00.007-05:00

On Friday, I went with the kids on their field trip to Whispering Dove Goat Ranch and Apiary. We had such a great time, and it was a rare treat to have both their classes going together! We saw tons of animals, free range, all organic and healthy animals. They even had bees! Hudson, who is normally scared to death of goats, actually pet two of them! I was so surprised! And Lily, of course, was not afraid of anything, and would have taken them all home had I allowed it! We went to the park after the ranch tour, where we ate lunch and played for quite awhile. I even ventured out with about 30 kids on the nature trail! Talk about chaos! But we had a great day! It was gorgeous outside, sunny and 75!

Hudson and his boys with their collections of feathers from the free range chickens and hens.

Lily petting the baby rabbit she would have put in her pocket if no one was paying attention!

This rooster gave us all a scare as he darted around the corner just a few feet away!

Hudson petting a goat! A first for him!

Lily on the swings at the park after lunch.

A few pics from Hudson's race

2008-11-08T14:33:00.005-05:00

Hudson just coming out of the starting gate, he is the third racer on the right.

Hudson taking back the start of the race. And no, he is not about to fall over, that is how far he leans the bike over to get around the corners when he is going sooo fast! Crazy, huh!?

Hudson jumping a big table-top jump! Talk about getting some air!

Another shot of the table-top jump at the finish line. Sorry about that crazy guy with no shirt, I have no clue who that is!

Hudson landing after the table-top.

Halloween

2008-11-08T14:21:00.007-05:00

Lily the cow, and Hudson as Yoda.

Hudson as Yoda, with the light saber that broke before we even left the house!

Lily, who has begged to milk a cow for three years! That is always her only wish! We have yet to find a dairy farm that actually allows for milking by hand. Not sure why she insisted on posing with the play rifle.

Yoda about to take out the cow.

My two little trick or treaters. It won't be long before we won't get to go anymore. They grow soooo fast!

Frosted Pumpkin Softies

2008-10-24T12:23:00.005-04:00

Since Mom didn't believe that I have a cookbook by Debbie Mum, well, here's a picture for proof!

And here are some pictures of the super tasty Frosted Pumpkin Softies from the book! Lily and I had so much fun making cookies for her bake sale at school! And all the proceeds go to their missionary pen pal! How wonderful! And don't you just love the flavors of fall!

I know I do!

Fair

2008-10-08T12:58:00.008-04:00

Here are some pictures from our adventures at the Onslow County Fair last night. We went early in the afternoon and met up with Kenny and Stacy, and their kids Mitchell and Miranda. We had such a great time, played a few games, ate some good ole fair food, and rode rides. I ate the best funnel cake I've ever had last night. It was so thick, hot, a little crispy on the outside, but still a little gooey on the inside! Wonderful! Also had a bite of a fried snickers for the first time, yummo! We had a blast, Hudson and Lily talked about it all the way to school this morning! You know kids, they were dreaming of living there!

Lily's first ride of the evening, the Frog Hopper!

Lily and me on Pharaoh's Fury

Lily's attempt to climb the ladder

Didn't quite make it!

Hudson's attempt to climb the ladder!

So close!

Bumper cars! This was one of the favorite things to do! They had an excuse to hit each other!

The caterpillar roller coaster, Lily in front, Hudson in back.

Hudson and Lily on the swings

Hudson's favorite ride, the Cliff Hanger! (Mitchell, Lily, Hudson)

Miranda and Lily on the Fun Slide!

Mitchell and Hudson took a turn on the slide.

And then Stacy and I decided we ought to take a turn too!

They got a little bored waiting for the pizza, so we had a photo shoot! The silly face picture is much more fun than the serious face pose!

Lily's favorite ride, The Disko! She is my dare devil, would've ridden everything if we let her!

Dinner last night

2008-10-07T08:43:00.005-04:00

So last night I had some extra time on my hands, which I probably should have used to clean, but instead I decided to use my time to make two meals, tri-colored peppers stuffed with meatloaf, topped with tomatoes and tomato sauce, pasta with corn and tomatoes on the side, and a breakfast casserole for us to eat this week in the mornings. I thought the meatloaf stuffed peppers were too cute, so here are a few pictures. And Mom, in case you were wondering, there is no rice in these peppers, although I thought about it, I wanted pasta on the side. And no, the meat filling does not really taste like traditional meatloaf, it was WAY better!

Alright Meg, here it is...

2008-10-07T08:39:00.002-04:00

Okay, so Megan asked for a picture of me with my new bag and shoes. Well, here's me with my new bag. But since black does not go with navy, my shirt underneath my jacket, I clearly could not wear my new black flats today. I guess my purse is bigger than I thought, these pictures make it look huge!

New shoes and purse!

2008-09-19T13:10:00.004-04:00

So the other day, Randy gave me some free time away from work, the house, the kids, him! Ha ha! I had just started, so I was feeling crummy and in need of a boost. Well, my wonderful husband mentioned that since I have been needing a new purse, why I don't take the afternoon off and go find one! Well, much to my surprise, I did! And boy do I love it! Normally, it takes me forever to find a purse I love, and since I carry the same one for about 6-8 months, I always want to make sure it fits my crazy lifestyle! I also found a great pair of shoes, my first pair of flats! And I love them, so comfy, yet cute too! I also stopped by Barnes and Noble, had a cup of coffee and a super yummy piece of pumpkin cheesecake! Deeeelish!

Check out his sweet new ride!

2008-09-12T08:55:00.004-04:00

This is Randy's newest ride! A Husquavarna lawn mower. If you want more details, well don't ask me, I'm clueless. All I know is it's bright orange, with an mx sticker on the front, courtesy of Hudson! It doesn't turn quite as good as our last mower, but it's pretty quick! I think the blade radius is 48, for those of you who are wondering! Haha!

Hudson's spa...

2008-09-08T09:15:00.002-04:00

So last week the kids got to stay up late, well until ten that is, due to Tropical Storm Hanna since school was cancelled on Friday. After a few minutes of complete silence, I went upstairs to check on them. And much to my delight and complete surprise, Hudson was giving Lily the full treatment! Hair, makeup, the works! She even had cotton balls on her eyes, in lieu of cucumbers of course. You'll have to excuse Hudson for his lack of clothing, the upstairs AC has been out for a week! Just thought y'all might like to see how sweet siblings can be when they want to! Just one of those moments that makes my heart smile!

Make-over!

2008-08-22T11:47:00.004-04:00

I took Lily to get her hair done yesterday! We went to the same place I always get my hair done, so I knew my stylist would do an amazing job! See for yourself! Before
Getting her hair shampooed, laughing the whole time because she is ticklish on her head!
During
After

And I couldn't go to the salon without stopping at the Fresh Fruit Bouquet Company! They not only make bouquets out of fresh fruit, but they make great smoothies, shakes, and parfaits with fresh fruit and frozen yogurt! Lily got camarel apple and I got chocolate, bananas and strawberries! The best part is the frozen yogurt, so yummy and not that bad for you! She was so excited about her hair, that she was mortified when we opened the door to leave and the wind blew her hair and tousled it a bit. What a girl!!!!

Thanks Auntie Amanda!

2008-08-22T11:41:00.002-04:00

When the boys are away, the girls will play!! One night when Randy and Hudson were at the track, Lily had her BFF (haha) Nia spend the night! We had such a great time, making homemade pizzas from a kit my sister had given us for Christmas. The girls decorated their own pizzas, Lily's is a puppy paw, and Nia's is a smiley face. Mine were just loaded with goodies, no cutesy decorations. We made quite a mess, but the girls loved rolling and smushing the dough, putting the toppings on, and watching them bake in the oven!

New books!

2008-08-18T11:39:00.005-04:00

Randy and I had a date night on Saturday! It was so nice to spend some time together! We went to Red Lobster for dinner, then Lowe's, Belk and Barnes and Noble. Dinner was so-so. We found new appliances at Lowe's for our Stella house that is finally on the market. At Belk, I found two great pairs of jeans, and Randy found me a shirt to go with each pair. We then headed over to Barnes and Noble, where I found two great books that I am excited to start reading. I have such a great husband! Give the man a soda, a motocross magazine, and a comfy chair- he was good to go! I'll keep you updated on my reading! I'm trying to get back into the swing of things!

Pool time!

2008-08-07T10:57:00.003-04:00

While Randy and Hudson were at the track, Lily, Amy (Randy's mom), and I decided to head to the pool! Lily had a great time, as always, but was not too thrilled with me taking pictures while she had on her big fly-eye goggles! I, however, think she looks adorable! After taking pics, I jumped in the water with Lily, holding hands, rocking our best cannon balls ever! We had a blast!

It's been awhile...

2008-08-07T10:53:00.006-04:00

So Randy and I had a business meeting in Virginia this past weekend. We got a little silly on the ride home, so I started taking pictures. We keep talking about how we don't take enough pictures. Well, five minutes prior to these pictures I told Randy we had to stop having fun or I was going to wet myself. So, my silly husband procedes to scoot his chair all the way forward, knees hitting the dash, looking like an old man with his seat as far up as it can go! So what do I start doing? Laughing my head off, of course. And no, I did not pee my pants, but I was pretty stinkin' close! Thanks honey!

1154 Lill Studio

2008-06-12T12:15:00.003-04:00

Ok, here is my designed bag from Lill Studio. Mandy got me hooked on being able to design your own bag! The interior color is the reddish color in the flowers, with the pocket being the same posie fabric as the bag! How fun to be able to pick a style and fabrics for your very own, unique purse!

A few new pics!

2008-05-29T10:55:00.005-04:00

I picked the kids up early on Tuesday for a dentist appt in Beaufort. It was a gorgeous day! After two good dentist appts., I took the kids to walk downtown Beaufort, and eat ice cream. Of course, those two ideas clash, but in Snyder tradition, I had no choice. This is what my mom used to do for us when we had good dentists appts- no cavities! Reward- SWEETS! I also spoiled them each with a toy, and they helped me pick out a pretty, colorful necklace! Randy and I have been feeling so badly about him having to work nights lately, it was so good for the kids and me to have a fun, warm day together!
The kids needed to burn some energy before entering any stores, I let them climb the trees by the boat docks!

I had these decals custom made, and surprised the kids with them when I picked them up from school! They are so excited to have their names and numbers, each very unique for their personality! I am so proud of my two moto-riders!

A picture of my rear! Haha!

Field Day at JCA, 5/15/08. The picture of Hudson playing soccer did not turn out, bummer!
During my peaceful weekend, with no kids and my husband working, I woke up to find these in my backyard! I'm not even sure what they are, my mom would know! But they look so good in my house! So fresh and pretty!

Kids sleep in the craziest positions!

2008-05-08T13:53:00.003-04:00

So Lily and I rode with my parents to a race on Saturday, Hudson and Randy had left Friday morning. She was coloring and I guess I fell asleep. When I woke up, this is how I found her, all curled up in the backseat! She finally woke up about 30 minutes later, I expected her legs to be cramped up, but she loved it! She said it was a great sleeping position and that I should try it! Well, let's just think of a few reasons why I cannot curl myself up in a ball, in one seat cusion of a car! Ha! Sometimes, the things kids say just make my heart smile!

A few recent pictures

2008-05-08T13:45:00.003-04:00

I went on a field trip to the aquarium with Lily's 2nd grade class! We had such a blast! We even took a picture there, with a green screen, then the photographer had us surfing on a sea turtle! It was such a fun day together!

My celebrity look-a-likes

2008-04-14T13:08:00.000-04:00

A lecture full of heart-changing thoughts...

2008-04-10T10:14:00.005-04:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo

Last night I was relaxing and and enjoying some quiet, flipping through channels after the kids, and my husband, had all gone to bed. I was not expecting to stay up so late, but when I began seeing previews of what they kept calling, "The Last Lecture," I was intrigued. I ended up watching the whole show, which was about a professor named Randy Pausch. A few months ago, he was diagnosed with late stage pancreatic cancer, only giving him a few months to live. He teaches at Cargenie Mellon, and was given a chance to give his last lecture. Other professors had done this in the past, but when it was his turn to share with hundreds, did he know his story would reach millions? That it could change the hearts of all who heard and watched him? Well, he may not have realized the impact he had, but through his words and life, he stirs up thoughts and feelings, leading you to go LIVE, you only have one life, why not do your absolute best and be happy with all that you have done. His story and the interview brought tears to my eyes, something that does not happen often. I did not imagine how much of an impact this all would have on me. It makes me think of how when I am standing at the gates of Heaven, I want God to tell me, "Well done, my good and faithful servant." The Last Lecture, given by Randy Pausch, only emphasizes all that we are given in this life, all that we have the chance to do. I just keep thinking about how much I want to do, how much more I want to grow and become. When you are at the gates of Heaven, will your life be deserving of a "pat on the back" from God? I often think I am very far from that, but I feel like after watching that interview and the Last Lecture, I have so much more ability that I can be using. I want that "pat on the back!"

Click on the link at the top of this post to watch the full lecture. The video is over an hour long, but I encourage you to watch it when you get some spare time. Please note that once you are done, you may not be the same person you were when you sat down to watch "The Last Lecture."

A few pictures from our weekend

2008-04-08T11:52:00.004-04:00

Don't you just love the rainboots? They look so clean now, by the end of the day, all our boots were up to our calves in red, clay mud! My boys- Hudson's ready to race! Randy is ready for the mud!
Lily, Randy, Hudson, and Dustin (one of our racing buddies)
Trent, me, Becky- three crazy racing mommas! Lily took this picture, too bad she cut off our feet- we all had some pretty cute black rain boots on!

Spring Cleaning!

2008-03-27T13:34:00.006-04:00

Doesn't spring make you just want to clean and organize your house from top to bottom? Well, that is just what I did last weekend! I spent hours in the kids rooms cleaning and organizing, and throwing out all those things they don't need or want anymore! I also destroyed the evidence before they got home! I was feeling quite ambitious, and I am so proud of myself for getting everything on my list accomplished! I cleaned bathrooms, stairs, carpets, did laundry, made dinner and banana pudding for my hubby, swept and mopped floors, dusted, I could go on and on...Since I work everday, and we are gone racing on most weekends, sometimes things get pushed to the back burner. Well, since the kids were with their mom last weekend, I had the choice to either sit and relax, which I did some, or clean! And I chose cleaning, and I am so glad that I did. Now I can enjoy time with my husband, and the kids! I think we are all going to the track this afternoon, and I am so excited. I have not seen the kids since Sunday, and that was only for an hour, in between picking them up from their mom's and letting them go spend a few days with Randy's parents. The weather is gorgeous, sunny and mid-70s. It will be wonderful to get outside and have family-time!

I found this "meez" on another person's blog, I thought the knitting was so cute! I almost put her, well it's supposed to be me, on the beach knitting! But I'll save that one for my mom!

The highlight of my day!

2008-03-06T08:45:00.005-05:00

My mom and my sister are spending some time together in Ohio, they called me yesterday saying they were shopping, and found shoes for $11, then 50% off of that! They called me about 5 different times, to get my shoe size, find out what I like and need, and then they proceeded to shoe shop for me! So all these shoes were only $5.50 each! How fun! It was great to have personal shoppers for a day! My sister even tried them on for me to make sure they would work! Now that is the easiest shoe shopping I have ever done! I cannot wait to get them in the mail! The weather is already warming up and I will be anxious to try out each new pair!

Word Cloud

2008-03-04T15:23:00.002-05:00

I stole this idea off of someone else's blog- it was just too cute! You can create your own word cloud at SnapShirts.com.

A visit to the chiropractor

2008-02-26T15:25:00.003-05:00

Today, I went to my first visit at the chiropractor. This was all a new experience to me, I have never been before. Well, after two hours of x-rays, a few adjustments, and electronic therapy, I found out my back and shoulders are VERY out of line, and my hips are also very uneven, my left hip is sitting much lower than my right. Who knew a silly hip could be the cause for all my pain, which goes all the way up thru my neck! The chiropractor wants to me go again tomorrow, and then we will set up a schedule for the next month until my vertebrae and hip are back in place. I am beginning to feel soreness in the spots he worked on, this is normal he said. So, as of yet, I'm not sure if this whole ordeal will be worth it, but he assured me that in a few weeks, I should be feeling much better! And for that glimpse of hope, I will continue to go!

Work has been quite stressful lately, we have a number of jobs going on, which means the stacks of paperwork on my desk seem to just keep growing overnight, as do the bills! Maybe this is a cause for my neck and back pains! Anyways, this past weekend we let another couple take Hudson and their son to a race in Myrtle Beach. This was the first time we have let someone else take him to a race. Randy was very bummed, had the sweetest pout on his face after they pulled away. But I reminded him that by him working over the weekend is what allows our kids to have such a great life. Motocross can be very expensive and time-consuming, but we love it all the same! Hudson did well at the race, and Lily and I had a great girl-bonding time! We went shopping, out to lunch, got our nails done, and visited Randy on the job-site. Lily even got to ride in the excavator and the dozer with her daddy for awhile! It is so cute to see her try to work those big pieces of equipment with her daddy! I hate that I did not have my camera, so no pictures were taken to keep this memory, only in my heart!

Yet with all the pain I have been in lately, physically, it has definetly been taking a toll on my mental state and my emotions. As I have not been sleeping good the past few weeks, I just can't seem to get comfortable, my emotions seem very drained. I keep finding myself snapping at Randy and the kids. I try to remember Proverbs 31, about the woman called has called us to be, but with a lack of sleep and constant pain and discomfort, I am just plain worn out. I am praying that my visits to the chiropractor improve my physical health, so that I can go back to being the wife, mother, and hard-worker that I normally am! I am also having trouble encouraging myself to work out, I do not want to be in any more pain than necessary! Haha! But as the days go on, I am growing discouraged, that I have not been the person God is calling me to be. I cannot wait until my body is back in shape, so I have the strength and energy to do all the things I love and need to do! I will continue to pray that the Lord sees me through this physical discomfort I am in. It does bring peace to know that I have begun going to the chiropractor, in hopes of finding some much needed comfort and rest, if all goes well! I will keep looking towards Heaven, for it is only from there that answers will come.

The Friday Night Knitting Club

2008-02-13T14:10:00.001-05:00

So I just finished reading this book last night, calledThe Friday Night Knitting Club, by Kate Jacobs. A very good book, with over 300 pages, I couldn't put it down, it only took me week or so to read. Of course, with my busy schedule, finishing a book that quickly is almost unheard of. And of course, since I was so engrossed in my book, I have not even pickd up my knitting in over 2 weeks. Now that I am done with the book, of course, I will get back in the swing of things, unless I pick up another book! The book takes place in NYC, about a story of a single mom who opened up a knitting shop in the heart of NYC. There are about 5 or so other women in the book, all who join the knitting club that starts up one Friday night. Had I paid more attention to the cover, reading the tidbit saying "Like Steel Magnolias, in Manhattan," I would not have been so surprised and heartbroken when I put the book down. It was a great read however, more to the story of course than simply just a group of women who knit. The book also makes you want to join a knitting club, to share that bond with other women who enjoy the same craft. There is only one knitting store in my area, and I have trouble thinking that any younger women would be in attendance. Not that I have anything wrong with meeting with older ladies, I am almost positive I would enjoy it. I'm not quite sure the whole point of my blog today, but these are the matters of the heart for today I guess.
Lily has been struggling in school lately, she tends to not pay attention, being a girl, I can understand this. Floating off into la-la land when we should be paying attention. Can I say much, I should be working right now, but my thoughts are elsewhere. I struggle with finding ways to help Lily, she often plays "dumb," and craves attention, not concerned with the attention being negative or positive. I assume flashcards will help out significantly, those worked when we helping her read back in kindergarten. She just has trouble staying focused and keeping her thoughts from drifting or becoming negative. It is also frustrating as a parent to spend so much time on helping her learn and remember, and then to have her not remember, or not want to remember. So for now, my blue-eyed beauty has no tv or playtime priviliges, until we see improvement. Hudson, on the other hand, is doing exceptionally well, and after struggles with him on neat handwriting, he finally got a much awaited compliment from his teacher on how great his handwriting was becoming. So I guess this is proof that after hard work for both parents and child, improvements will come. Randy and I are still waiting to see the much needed growth of the company. Today has been another whirlwind, changes in the company again. Just another day in the life....

About me...

2008-01-07T10:54:00.000-05:00

My husband and I have been married for almost seven months now, he has two great children, so I have become a stepmom. They live with us full-time, and I am so thankful for that. Kids really do force you to put yourself aside, and be a better person overall. Things I do and say are things that eventually come back around, either to bring a smile to my face or to bite me in the butt, or "hiney" as we say in our house. We entered into the crazy world of motocross last Christmas, and since then, we have only come to love it more. Both of our kids ride dirtbikes, Hudson, almost 9, and Lily, 7. It is so fun to watch them ride, go to races, and just hang out, it is truly a family sport! And the kids have both done so well with all of the changes that have taken place over the past year, Randy and I getting married, moving into a new house, starting a new school. As draining as it is to be a full-time working mom, I love where the Lord has brought me to. I am truly happy and content. Sometimes, work is a saving grace, sometimes a downfall. I love what I do, love that my husband and I work together, and I love working out of an office, finally! I had worked out of our house for over two years, so working in an office has truly been a blessing to me. I apologize if this post is all over the place, I am just trying to update anyone on the details of our family. The motivation to be a better person, is knowing that how I am, how our marriage is, and how we are with the kids, all these affect the outcomes of their lives. I know where I come from, what a truly amazing family I have, and how I was grown up. On the days I think I have no energy or strength to do things or play with the kids, I try to encourage myself in remembering that what I give the kids now, is what will help them later on in their lives. If I show them my unconditional love and support, this will encourage them to work hard, play hard, and eventually raise families of their own with the same love and support Randy and I have shown them. Although we are not able to go to church very often, motocross races are normally on Sundays, Randy and I try to live our lives the way the Lord wants parents to raise their kids. We pray together, we encourage them to pray on their own, we use Biblical references when we are trying to discipline and/or encourage them. I would love to regularly attend church, but the motocross life we are in does not always allow for that. Although Randy and I both understand the importance of going to church regularly, we are uplifted by the fact that we are together on the weekends, spending time as a family, involving the kids in activities that do not allow for poor behavior. I will have to stop here for now, I'm at work and the phone calls and emails just can't seem to wait until I'm through.

New to the blogging world...

2008-01-04T12:24:00.000-05:00

I am very new to this blogging thing, but I will catch on eventually. I normally just use myspace. I'm sure I will figure all this out and think of something intelligent to write soon.